As life goes on daily, you are bombarded by different energies.  Those energies accumulate over time.  Sometimes, you are not aware when you are hit by an entity.  Yes, I said it an ENTITY.  An entity, is a spirit that has no body and has wondered around this earth in this time and moment because they were not ready to move to the light when its time had come to shed its earth body.  In Shamanism, we send such lost souls to the light so that they can work behind the scenes for us in a more constructive way with light.

Usually these lost souls, stay here on earth looking for a body to host it, so it can play out the story that it never completed while on this earth.  If you have an affinity in common with that entity it will match your energy and attach itself to you.

Yesterday, I had the opportunity to sit in Sacred Space with some of my shamanic girlfriend goddesses, while we all cleared and blessed my new living space.  I had been meaning to do this since I had moved on July 1^st, but between my schedule, moving and travels to Peru, I hadn’t made the space and time to do such a thing.

Last week was a rough week of growth for me as I got to look at some of my relationship issues especially my father issues.  I found myself being everything but the perfect goddess energy that I know and love of myself.  Determined to come back to that place of peace and serenity (that was the feeling I had after getting a session with the Q’ero in Peru last month) I decided that I needed a shift.  So I invited a few of my Shaman friends over to help me clear and bless my home.  One of the things that we do is, to check and see if an entity has attached itself to one of the persons living in the space.  Well sure enough there was an entity within me, that felt the need to protect me and show up in ways, let’s just say is out of character for me.  Thank God, my girlfriend Ruby sent that entity to the light because I today I feel like a million bucks.  I know who I am and where I am going and I feel focused once again as I center in this oneness with the Universal Spirit.

After my travels to Peru, I came home realizing how much I needed to stay clear as much as I can so I can be the STAR energy I am meant to be here on EARTH at this time!  Feeling discombobulated, is just not an option for me anymore and when I feel like my friend Erin called me the other day -“ a crazy woman” I must look deeper and see what it is I needed to clear so I can be the true STAR energy I am here to be.  Clearly, there were some father issues that I needed handle otherwise that entity would not have attached itself to me.  I apologize profusely for those souls who had to be on the receiving end of my  “crazy woman moments.”

We all go through our stuff-our life lessons, our soul’s contracts, but what is the gift.  There’s always a gift and we must embrace that gift even if we have to go through some darkness to receive it.   It is my part of my journey as the  Blended Shaman ( yes one of new coined names in the last year) to help bring darkness to LIGHT.  I know that I can only help others with that journey as I am willing to include such a journey with my own life experience.

Namaste!  Have a blessed day!

Tomasa Macapinlac, Dipl. of ABT, The Self-Care Queen, The Blended Shaman –  helps entrepreneurs have sustainable vibrant Energy so that they can have a life, run a successful business and BE the STAR they are meant to be here!  She is currently working on her new adventure – Ancient Healing Institute to train and help more lightworkers produce more STAR energy for the world.